How I'm Feeling Now is one of the 16 eras on the community Charli XCX tracker, which runs from Early Charli XCX to Unknown Era. The tracker places it after CRASH [V1] and before CRASH [V2]. unreleased.world has 26 tracks from it: all 26 full songs — 57 min of music in all, played 16 times on the site.
The tracker dates 17 of these leaks from 2021 to 2025; the most recent, “7 years [V1]”, surfaced Dec 15, 2025.
The most played cuts are “⭐ I Hate All This Gravity”, “Pink Diamond” and “⭐ if i cried [V2]”. “Cold” is the longest at 3:45.
Every track streams free in the player; open the album to hear it start to finish.
The community tracker documents all of these 26 tracks, with leak dates for 17 of them and producer credits for 23; it is in the tracklist below.
Tracklist
- 17 years [V1]Leaked Dec 15, 2025 · CD Quality · Demo · prod. BJ Burton, A.G. Cook1:00
- 27 years [V3]Leaked Aug 3, 2022 · CD Quality · Demo · prod. BJ Burton, A.G. Cook3:15
- 3anthems [V1]Leaked Dec 26, 2021 · CD Quality · OG · prod. Dylan Brady, Danny L Harle, BJ Burton1 plays2:54
- 4Breathe OutLeaked Nov 11, 2023 · CD Quality · Throwaway · prod. BJ Burton1:40
- 5I Finally UnderstandLow Quality · OG · prod. Palmistry, A.G. Cook1:06
- 67 years [V2]Leaked Dec 15, 2025 · CD Quality · Demo · prod. BJ Burton, A.G. Cook0:59
- 7DetonateLeaked Aug 3, 2022 · CD Quality · OG · prod. BJ Burton, A.G. Cook2:27
- 8anthems [V2]Leaked Dec 26, 2021 · CD Quality · OG · prod. Dylan Brady2:42
- 9HackerLeaked Apr 20, 2023 · CD Quality · Throwaway · prod. BJ Burton, The Diner, Jon Bellion0:50
- 10Pictures In My MindLow Quality · OG · prod. A.G. Cook, BJ Burton0:38
- 11ForeverLeaked Nov 7, 2021 · CD Quality · OG · prod. BJ Burton, A.G. Cook2:49
- 12I'm A GhostLeaked Nov 11, 2023 · CD Quality · Throwaway · prod. BJ Burton3:01
- 13Pink DiamondLow Quality · OG · prod. Djion, Dijon, A.G. Cook3 plays0:32
- 14I LikeLeaked Nov 7, 2021 · CD Quality · OG · prod. Dylan Brady1 plays2:15
- 15TablesLeaked Feb 18, 2023 · CD Quality · Throwaway · prod. BJ Burton1 plays1:22
- 16claws [Remix]CD Quality · Remix · prod. A.G Cook1 plays2:36
- 17ColdLeaked Jan 1, 2021 · Lossless · Remix3:45
- 18touch [V3.1]Leaked Feb 22, 2023 · Not Available · Demo · prod. BJ Burton1 plays3:32
- 19Didn't Want 2High Quality · Throwaway · prod. Lonely Speck1 plays1:22
- 20⭐ if i cried [V2]Leaked Jan 25, 2021 · CD Quality · Throwaway · prod. Jikuroux2 plays3:16
- 21touch [V4]Leaked Feb 22, 2023 · CD Quality · Demo · prod. BJ Burton3:32
- 22forever [Remix]Lossless · Remix2:50
- 23⭐ I Hate All This GravityLeaked May 3, 2021 · CD Quality · Throwaway · prod. A.G. Cook5 plays3:13
- 24forever [Remix]Lossless · Remix · prod. umru2:24
- 25if i cried [V1]Recording · Demo · prod. Jikuroux1:43
- 26dreams [V1]High Quality · Ref Track0:59
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Most played from How I'm Feeling Now
- 1⭐ I Hate All This Gravity5 plays
- 2Pink Diamond3 plays
- 3⭐ if i cried [V2]2 plays
- 4anthems [V1]1 plays
- 5I Like1 plays
The how i'm feeling now era
What has surfaced of the 31 entries the tracker files under how i'm feeling now: 6 in full, 16 as OG files, 2 partial, 2 as snippets and 5 unavailable.
how i’m feeling now was Charli XCX’s quarantine album, adapting an earlier concept she had planned for late 2020: locking herself in a house with SOPHIE and A. G. Cook to write an album. When the COVID-19 pandemic forced the world into lockdown, Charli reworked the idea and began creating the album from home.
- September 13th, 2019Charli is released.
- May 15th, 2020how i'm feeling now is released.
All 16 Charli XCX eras
In the order the community tracker lists them.
- Early Charli XCX1 track
- True Romance182 tracks
- Image120 tracks
- XCX3181 tracks
- Number 1 Angel27 tracks
- Pop 269 tracks
- Charli105 tracks
- CRASH [V1]20 tracks
- How I'm Feeling Nowthis page
- CRASH [V2]41 tracks
- Brat52 tracks
- Brat And It's Completely Different But...5 tracks
- Wuthering Heights12 tracks
- Immagine6 tracks
- Co-written19 tracks
- Unknown Era1 track
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